Friday, May 13, 2011

The revolving door of committee members

So there is change on the horizon.  Our long-time Chair and committee member is retiring in August.  She is soooo good at what she does that there is, as yet, no replacement.  Juggling includes and interim Chair and a new Visiting Professor.  The Visiting Professor will take the place of the exiting Chair on my committee.  This makes me feel ill.  Just at the point when I am really ready to get down to it, I cannot get a schedule and answers to detailed questions because the players have not yet exchanged places.  While I still think moving through revolving doors is fun, it nearly makes me wet my pants each time.  No different then this process.  I think the real learning here is about persistence and the ability to manufacture confidence out of dizziness and other overwhelming sensations.  I am not enrolled this summer, but will work my buns off getting ready for the next phase, with all the "confidence" I can muster.  Weeeee!  Round and round I go.  Barf bag, please.